{"id":61,"date":"2009-05-05T20:44:39","date_gmt":"2009-05-06T03:44:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/another-random-poem"},"modified":"2010-09-30T13:01:26","modified_gmt":"2010-09-30T20:01:26","slug":"another-random-poem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/another-random-poem","title":{"rendered":"Another Random Poem"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Secret defiance! I found a spark of life&#8230;<br \/>\nSeditionist verse, hidden between concrete cracks,<br \/>\nAnd decorated by shards of broken glass.<br \/>\nIn solitude, a flower considered a way to grow.<br \/>\nAs a colorful impostor, occupying the corner of Gray Grove.<br \/>\n&#8220;Progress makes strangers of us all.&#8221; I told it,<br \/>\nAs the stop-light declared it time to go.<\/p>\n<p>Smuggled truth! I found a fragment of wisdom&#8230;<br \/>\nPoor righteousness, hung beneath fluorescent flickers, sighting a selection of vandalism.<br \/>\nIn solitude, a poet considered a revelation and left it&#8217;s blueprints in obvious indignation<br \/>\nAs a crumbling movement brushed across the grains of a forgotten wall<br \/>\n&#8220;Even though I dread, I choose to live free of regret.&#8221; I commented, a stranger to it all<br \/>\nAs the No-Loitering sign reminded me to go.<\/p>\n<p>Tired eyes! I found reason for resign<br \/>\nSuffocating in strife, begging for change and table scraps of life<br \/>\nBeside the old church holding out a paper cup<br \/>\nTo believers and saints passing him by<br \/>\nBut God&#8217;s grace moves in strange ways, they had already given their tithe<br \/>\nSo he waits, a fading dream the living rather not see<br \/>\nAs hope is the mother of misery, it&#8217;s hard to find reason not to give up the fight<br \/>\n&#8220;Suicide is for those too smart for life.&#8221; I stopped and thought.<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday&#8217;s horrors fill tomorrows with dread<br \/>\nSome call it a beautiful struggle, others don&#8217;t live to see the end<br \/>\nI&#8217;ll be honest, to me, no one is a friend<br \/>\nCondemned to fruitlessly toil and dream, if this is life I have no desire to be&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>But one thing I do know for certain,<br \/>\nOne thing I came to see;<br \/>\nIf you have razor blade scars<br \/>\nKeep those close to your heart<br \/>\nBecause life&#8217;s not worth dying for&#8230;<br \/>\nSo as master of my fate<br \/>\nAnd captain of my soul<br \/>\nI bow now, and confess it time to go.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Secret defiance! I found a spark of life&#8230; Seditionist verse, hidden between concrete cracks, And decorated by shards of broken glass. In solitude, a flower considered a way to grow. As a colorful impostor, occupying the corner of Gray Grove. &#8220;Progress makes strangers of us all.&#8221; I told it, As the stop-light declared it time to go. Smuggled truth! I found a fragment of wisdom&#8230; Poor righteousness, hung beneath fluorescent flickers, sighting a selection of vandalism. In solitude, a poet considered a revelation and left it&#8217;s blueprints in obvious indignation As a crumbling movement brushed across the grains of a&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4522,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-61","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=61"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":373,"href":"https:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/61\/revisions\/373"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4522"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=61"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=61"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=61"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}