{"id":1437,"date":"2011-08-24T23:55:51","date_gmt":"2011-08-25T06:55:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/?p=1437"},"modified":"2011-09-10T13:05:07","modified_gmt":"2011-09-10T20:05:07","slug":"just-one-more","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/just-one-more","title":{"rendered":"Just One More"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>(Dedicated to all women stronger than they think they are.)<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Where should I wear it this time?<br \/>\nStigma on a golden chain<br \/>\nToo brown, white, or green<br \/>\nI&#8217;m not a &#8216;he&#8217; I&#8217;m a &#8216;she&#8217;<br \/>\nSo I hate being me<br \/>\nDegrees of hate<br \/>\nEquality hurts when it comes from a fist<br \/>\nTell me; why should it be exactly like this?<br \/>\nVarieties of stigma painted on a face<br \/>\nIf it breaks it obeys<br \/>\nSweetly wear it, so stylish when put in place<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s a brilliant hue, the he&#8217;s likes it black and blue<br \/>\nTake your best swing at the punch line doing a man&#8217;s job<br \/>\nBut you know she sells well covering that magazine<br \/>\nSuicide is for people too different for life<br \/>\nSo I beg to leave, God the father let me be<br \/>\nWhy should I be if I can&#8217;t be anything else but me?<br \/>\nInventing excuses to stay<br \/>\nHow often must I try<br \/>\nToo often, my eyes are dry<br \/>\nGod, great father, you know I tried and tried<br \/>\nBut now I&#8217;m inventing just another<br \/>\nAnd you know I&#8217;m running out of reasons to lie<br \/>\nTo myself, it keeps on going<br \/>\nAnd God, glorious father, you know trust is an issue<br \/>\nWith me, because I can&#8217;t keep believing in misuse<br \/>\nWhat who tells me, promises sound sweet<br \/>\nAnd God, oh patriarch, I&#8217;m no saint but I do believe<br \/>\nI endure and abuse<br \/>\nMyself if I flirt with another excuse<br \/>\nTo stay and not go, insofar it&#8217;s an art<br \/>\nTill death do us part<br \/>\nDearly discarded who knows what I&#8217;ll miss<br \/>\nIf I don&#8217;t come up with one more to comfort myself with<br \/>\nSo how, exactly, would you like me to wear it this time?<br \/>\nThat stigma across my face<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/nathalielawhead.com\/noodles\/picture_12_2.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/nathalielawhead.com\/noodles\/picture_12.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(Dedicated to all women stronger than they think they are.) Where should I wear it this time? Stigma on a golden chain Too brown, white, or green I&#8217;m not a &#8216;he&#8217; I&#8217;m a &#8216;she&#8217; So I hate being me Degrees of hate Equality hurts when it comes from a fist Tell me; why should it be exactly like this? Varieties of stigma painted on a face If it breaks it obeys Sweetly wear it, so stylish when put in place It&#8217;s a brilliant hue, the he&#8217;s likes it black and blue Take your best swing at the punch line doing&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4522,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"fifu_image_url":"","fifu_image_alt":"","footnotes":"","_links_to":"","_links_to_target":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1437","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1437","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1437"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1437\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1474,"href":"http:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1437\/revisions\/1474"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4522"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1437"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1437"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.nathalielawhead.com\/candybox\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1437"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}